as of right now my life consists of a few things...

- vegan cooking
- writting political poetry
- speaking at shows about politics/read my poetry to them
- speaking at a radio station at cal state ful.
- playing bass
- going to school...and im not doing to well (lack of motivation for the time being)
- making hemp jewlery & selling it to a store in long beach
- reading
- playing pool
- hangout with family, boyfriend, and friends
- networking
- traveling
- riding my bike (fuck cars)
- record collecting

im a little disappointed with how thing are going right now...
-not having a job is hurting my right now
-im doing poorly in school
-i have writters block and i have to speak at a show on the 26th
-getting depressed about thanksgiving... you know why
-i really want to get a vegan crust band together
........................whatever else...

i think i have the wrong idea with school.... i think for right now i rather get an AA in somthing i enjoy doing and take those 6 months off like i wanted to go up north.

i think i have no other choice but to get a job and finally start driving...which you know im pissed about.

dont know what to do about this mental block.... but it upsets me...

i need to go up north soon.. i need a vacation before i start all this shit.... ahhhhhhh fuck